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Steps To That: Enlightened Pain - 08/31/24

I realized it is the feeling of pain in the lack of love. My intuition is right: This is enlightenment, Because I am interpreting it as the lack of love, But the truth of this universe is that there is only love. I was able to realize this when I

Steps To That: A Key - 08/29/24

I believe that the soul piercing pure pain that I have interpreted as depression, maybe even suicidality, is the key to my enlightenment. I believe that all that separates me from enlightenment was that I misinterpreted that pain. My intuition also told me something else: It told me that when

Steps To That: Sky Dance - 08/29/24

There was another development. Dancing in the sky. This phrase. It’s echoed in all of our human media. Maybe it’s just an expression. Well, two things happened. One, I was on day 27 of a Jupiter Kriya ritual. The end of this involved a freeform dance. The work

Tyler’s Commentary of All and Everything #04 - Gurdjieff’s Living Truth

The principle described in #03 becomes a part of Gurdjieff as described in #01. The “all-universal life principle” became transformed in me into some special cosmic substance, and merging with the data already crystallized in me long before from the behest of my deceased grand- mother, changed these data into

Tyler’s Commentary of All and Everything #03 - The All-Universal Principle Of Living

The sad fact that Gurdjieff has been exposed to, and the only possible solution creates a universal principle. Arising and existing on all the other planets of our Great Universe, one of the chief “life principles.” The formulation in words of this new “all-universal principle of living” is as follows:

Tyler’s Commentary of All and Everything #02 - I Have To Manifest Myself

Tyler’s Commentary of All and Everything #02 - I Have To Manifest Myself

There and then my ill-fated "I" felt distinctly and, with an impulse of submission, became aware of the for me sad fact that, from that moment on, always and in everything, without exception, I would willy-nilly have to manifest myself according to this inherency formed in me, Always,

Tyler’s Commentary of All and Everything #01 - Gurdijeff’s Awakening

I dare not explain the exact nature of this, to not risk a reader’s imagination creating a fiction of an awakening, a unique and powerful alchemical awakening. However, I will comment on the exterior change: The something that is in every atom, is that radiant, glistening This-ness that is